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2009-08-04T09:37:00.000-07:00

I have relocated to quahquah.wordpress.com/ if you didn't know yet.

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2009-06-07T07:49:00.001-07:00

(: Yay I'm super happy todayyy! (: Heh because of you xD can't wait for June Church camp!!! (:

Heh anyways Federer is owning Soderling upside down. The first set was just terrible for Soderling. The 2nd set only had ONE break point for him! I guess its probably because of his nerves facing the world's greatest player in the Finals! If he faced Nadal instead of Federer in the Finals, I doubt he would perform as well as he did in the fourth round.

Anyways, I'm relocating this blog to somewhere else. (: SO BYEE BLOGGG!

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2009-06-01T09:15:00.000-07:00

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Can't wait forrr June CAMP!!! That'll be the highlight of this hols man! Other than June Camp, June shall be the hermit season where I shall stay at home, finish all my work, mug like crazeee and OWN EVERYONE FOR COMMON TESTS! MUAHAHAHAA!

okay, i wish la. I doubt I'll do much work. (but that's not the point) being inspired by basil leeeee, i shall go try to write some songs. (: still, somehow or another, it doesn't seem like holidays at all (as usual). Okie doks, I shall go to sleep soon, seeing how I didn't sleep yesterday night rushing geog IA! Man, still have EETOKWorldLit! I realise that my blog posts are just random thoughts coming out spontaneously in paragraphs.

yay emailbuddy is back in Singapore! (ok haven't email for quite long alr, hehe).

arghhhh

2009-05-31T13:03:00.000-07:00

Mehmehhh I don't like doing geog EE/IA! I just feel drained nowww and I can't really think properly anymore... Actually, I think I've got all my ideas in place but I'm just too boredd/sloww to translate them into words. I guess geog related stuff doesn't seem so appealing as a career option after all. Oh wells...

Hmm, and its not helping that i can't snack properly either to keep myself awake! My braces are hurting like CRAZYYY whenever I bite something. Even the POST cereal I ate 5 mins+ ago makes my lower jaw hurt like maddd! I wonder how I'm gonna live with these braces for another 1+ year.

Anyway, batch outing was really fun and a well deserved break (okay maybe not really deserved but that's not the point) after one whole hectic term. Though I'm glad that the term has passed, I find myself still drowning in my overdue pile of work like GEOG IA/EE/TOK/WORLD LIT. Sigh, I think I'm the slackest person in the level now. MEhhhh! I SHALL PULL THROUGH!!! Must finish Geog IA/EE by 2:30 p.m. That's 10 more hours. LETS GOOO!

1234

2009-05-30T07:31:00.001-07:00

Hmm Plain White T's 1234 is seriously a super catchy song! Haha though the lyrics don't mean anything to me now ^^ but it's just a nice feel good song! (:

1 2 3 4 - Plain White T's

1 2, 1 2 3 4-
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

2009-05-29T07:55:00.000-07:00

Lubdubbbby! Hahaha I'm boredddd! (: 1234 is an awesome song! Permanent toooo! ~~~~~ Just that I'm not really in the mood to listen to thatt. I realised now I only listen to happyyyy songs mostly and that's why I'mmm happpppyyyy! Haha I'm running on coffeeeee! ~ YAYYYYYY! ITS THE HOLIDAYS! Okay that was just weirdddd! NAPFA HERE I COMEEE! MEHHHH!

I LUBDUB U! <3

Envirofest 2009!

2009-05-23T07:07:00.000-07:00

As a last minute attempt to finish my 'Service' hours, I volunteered for Envirofest 2009 today (and tmrw)! Hmm, though I could have been more thick-skinned and ask for Service hours from random stuff in Interact Club (one year overdue stuff), I just thought it would be quite an interesting experience to go volunteer at nParks. Basically I learnt balloon sculpturing in 15 min (how to make a dog and a sword) and just did that for 4 hrs? It was really good to see the smiles in the childrens' faces after giving them their balloon and it was a good break off work so I guess it was kinda worth it!

Yay!

2009-05-22T07:36:00.000-07:00

Kris Allen won! That's good to hear! Hmm, but the 2 hr Finale was one of the best Idol Finales I think! (compared to performances haha). David Cook's "Permanent", Adam and KISS medley, Kris and Keith urban, Kris, Adam and QUEEN, etc. Real awesome stuff! Hmm, but Adam didn't need to win to become and I think Kris needs it more than anyone else. =P Yay for Kris!

American Idol

2009-05-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

Hmm, maybe it's because I was sleepy. But this year's American Idol Finale was kinda boring. Kris Allen can go with the keyboard, but not the piano (can't connect well). The coronation song for Kris Allen was just fail (cannot reach notes and stuff). Though I think an acoustic remix/cover of the song will be perfect for him.

Adam was only okay for me. I didn't get the ravings about "A Change is Gonna Come". Though he might have sung it well and it is quite symbolic, it couldn't compare with the raw emotion of Syesha's performance last year. "Mad World" was quite good, just that Adam's studio version of it is the bomb. Hmm, for some reason, Adam's studio recordings are all really nice to listen to (w/o all the screeching) and the other contestants' studio recordings all pale in comparison.

Oh wells, but I guess Adam should win Idol based on the Finale performances. I'm boreddd! (and don't wanna do work oso >.>)

ahhhhh!

2009-05-15T08:21:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh! I'm so envious of my bros!!! They just started a month long Europe backpacking trip! mehmeh how fun is that? They spent a day + in Turkey and now they're at Ankara! I wanna go overseas again (:

=P

2009-05-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

Haha I'm officially a Kris Allen fanboy now! awesome rendition of Heartless I must say. He should go do a duet with Mraz, their styles are so similar! Falling slowly is one of my favourite songs now (but the original is better than Kris' version). (:

Hmm, but at least now I'm starting to appreciate Lambert! His start of "One" was superb. Just that he's a bit too wail-y for me! I can't imagine listening to an entire album of Lambert (Kris and Allison I can though), especially with songs like "Ring of Fire". But he'll be super successful in the theatre. He kinda reminds me of The Curious Cat in Cats! haha oh wells,

back to TOK! no sleep 4 me tonight!

slack

2009-05-12T09:16:00.000-07:00

Let's see...

TOK essay Final Draft
Geog EE 3rd Draft
Geog IA 2nd Draft
Geog w/s
World Lit 2nd Draft
IOC preparations

And what am I here doing? Playing Rise of Nations twice a day. Wasting 2h of my time everyday. Oh wells. =P

hmm

2009-05-07T10:16:00.000-07:00

"I love Band" Though they got Bronze, their spirit is truly remarkable.

Band

2009-05-06T07:57:00.000-07:00

I still remember the (many) times since Sec 1 when I complained how much I hated Band and wanted to quit. And finally after quitting Band once SYF 2007 ended, I felt relieved. But for some weird reason, I'm starting to miss band a little. Maybe I should buy a Euphonium to play at home xD (if i have money). It just feels quite weird not playing the Euphonium for 2 years! Anyways, though I miss Band, I don't regret the decisions that I make. Guitar is really fun! (: And our FOA will be awesome!!!

But still, I hope ACSIB Band still can get their deserved GwH! Jia yous (though no one from IB band would see this)! ^^

Distant Worlds

2009-05-05T08:37:00.001-07:00

Mehmeh! I really wanna go see Distant Worlds: Music from Final Fantasy concert! But it's all sold out! I heard that it sold out within the first day it was on sale. >.> FF music is seriously the bomb! (Mehmeh no PS 3 to play FF XIII when it comes out)

Oh wells. back to TOK.

Awakening of Jason

2009-05-04T08:51:00.000-07:00

After a relatively crappy and silent 1+ weeks, I finally realised why it has been so crappy! (: After hearing that I actually carried a 'depressed' and 'emo' look around school, I thought about it and realised my folly! (like Lear o_O Extract 18. sigh. haha.)

Just by asking myself and everyone to stay happy DOESN'T work! It's just a short term solution. Amidst all the work & other stuff, it is natural for one to be eventually bogged down by all these cares once again. I myself was wondering why I didn't have any focus and was constantly distracted over the past week! (seriously, no productive work over the past week!)

Why? Because I didn't look to God! Indeed, God IS our REFUGE and our STRENGTH! A present help in times of trouble! After a week +, I finally realised that it is God who ultimately gives us a peace of mind!

Thus, QT today was especially good after 1 week plus of not doing QT! Reading about the 10 plagues in Exodus reminded of one fact: that whether in good times or bad times, we should never harden our heart, and ignore that still, small voice within us. Thus, I'll end with one song:

Happiness is to know the Savior!

Happiness is to know the Savior,
Living a life within His favor,
Having a change in my behavior,
Happiness is the Lord.

Happiness is a new creation,
Jesus and me in close relation,
Having a part in His salvation,
Happiness is the Lord.

Real joy is mine, no matter if teardrops start;
I've found the secret, it's Jesus in my heart!

Happiness is to be forgiven,
Living a life that's worth the living,
Taking a trip that leads to Heaven,
Happiness is the Lord,
Happiness is the Lord,
Happiness is the Lord!

(: and ):

2009-05-04T05:23:00.000-07:00

Haha! I jsut realised Jamie Pugh's audition clip was aired on sunday! haha he'll become another overnight sensation of BGT. The producers are really quite smart, arranging the auditions in such a way that every week there is some really good singer on the show! Susan Boyle was supposed to be after Jamie Pugh (see 0:54 on the Jamie Pugh clip) but I guessed they realised she was the best of the lot to spark interest in BGT.

Blehhhh, but I feel really quite crappy now. Not in the emo, slashslash crap. I just feel quite sick. I thought coffee would be able to wake me up to do work, but it just made me feel weirder, like I'm high yet I have no energy. Oh wellls!

BGT

2009-05-04T01:51:00.001-07:00

One of the lesser known singers in BGT out of all the crazy pro singers this year! Britain's really got talent! Hmm, but out of all I thought this performance was the most heartfelt and emotionally charged though he may not have been the best singer of the lot! Go watch!

!!!

2009-05-03T11:25:00.000-07:00

Hmm, a week of highs and lows has just gone by!

Highs!

1) Gluttoning after Deuteronomy Exam on Monday (Does panic be4 the exam count?) (haha i'm gluttonning way too much also) hmm, it seems like a longgggg time ago!

2) CATS on Wednesday!!!! "Jellicle cats come out to play!!"

3) Elliot's Bday bash! Combat Skirmish + Dinner! First time playing! (good exercise too xD) But I really didn't feel like talking that day, so its a mid-high.

Lows!

1) Silver. Sigh. Oh wells. Maybe I should have stepped up and used whatever knowledge I had in Band to help out. But. Its a little too late. Nvm, FOA will be AWESOME! (:

2) Something.

3) Something else.

That's all folks! I'm way too bored to continue TOK Essay! Or at least no mood! Tomorrow is gonna be a great day for work!

Whee! I want to start baking! (: Truffles by Saturday! xD (if i don't procrastinate). Eating Canele, Bakerzin +++ these few weeks, I feel like becoming a desert chef, with a specialty in chocolates! xD I just ADORE dark chocolate and lemony stuff o_O But I barely baked before. NVM! There's always a start!

Edit: I think if there is a job concerning food + music, that'll be the best!

Today shall be...

2009-04-16T10:20:00.001-07:00

The last day of gluttony.

The last day of inactivity.

NAPFA here I comeee!

GO JASON GO! (:

Mugger

2009-04-04T10:36:00.000-07:00

I think it's time to be a mugger. An IB mugger. Or at least a productive worker for now. I've been wasting way too much time.

Dear blog...

2009-03-29T04:25:00.000-07:00

I am very happy today! Got a new Ibanez acoustic-electric yesterday! I just changed my strings (took really long though because I had to learn how to from Youtube) and now I'm loving the sound of it! However, I'm very distracted cause I just want to keep playing it (: Oh, and I finally changed he strings of my old, old classical guitar and it sounds much better! Yay, now all my guitars have new strings and they sound good! (of course not as good as the sounds of a 2k+ Taylor *daydream) hmm, but I really need to go back to do work. And I finally went shopping for new clothes. (:

Its funny how I always be so motivated to do so many things (work) over the weekend but never seem to get anything much done. (haha i shall blame the charger cause i left it at david's house) Hmm, I think I can finish my TOK essay 2nd draft and Econs IA 4 1st draft today. I'm so dead for geog IA, but oh wells!

Stay happy everyone! (:

Sorry...

2009-03-25T11:38:00.000-07:00

After saying those words, I felt despondence within your voice.

That wavering tone, that shaky voice.

And finally silence.

I'm really sorry.

I shall mend my speech a little next time.

(:

2009-03-23T07:40:00.000-07:00

I'm back to smiling again! (:
Yay for Liverpool! (:

EE

2009-03-15T11:35:00.001-07:00

I don't see why I am doing this EE. I have no motivation to do this EE. I think my EE has no point. The reasons why I chose this EE was due to my mentor. I am going to put 100000 ways to improve my investigation in my report. I can't change my investigation because I will have to do much more data collection. Data collection takes weeks and months to do. In other words, I'm screwed for my EE. Peace.

Sleep + thoughts

2009-03-14T09:18:00.000-07:00

I don't think I've slept on my bed for an entire week (afternoon/evening naps do not count). (: Let's see... Places I've slept at in the past week: (only the past few days were because of EE, I'm not so mug =p)

Floor of the living room
Sofa of the living room (seriously my sofa in the living room is more comfortable than my bed, just that there's no air-con outside)
Chair of my computer

Basically, my living room = my bedroom/studyroom/playroom/etc. If you don't believe me, my entire family can testify to this.

But that being said, I think I need to sleep well today and get refreshed for church. I originally planned to do finish my EE draft 1 by today (Sunday) morning but I guessed that wasn't a really good idea.

Bleh, I haven't jogged for a week plus and I feel so weird when jogging today. I didn't know whether I had lots of energy left or no energy left. Oh wells.

Anyways, today's YF has been particularly interesting and useful! I regret switching off when I don't really like the style of the person preaching previously. But today, I found out there are actually so many gems hidden (okay, not really hidden) within each and every sermon.

Thus, I found a new favourite verse because it's just so applicable. Proverbs 25:28 "He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls." Hmm, but it was quite weird that there was no dinner in YF because everyone had to go home. (I'm quite sure half of them were going to watch the match) xD

Talking about the match... I'm ecstatic. (Probably why I didn't accomplish much work after the match) Now it's time to sleep!

(: (: (: (: (:

2009-03-14T08:07:00.000-07:00

(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

4 - 0 then 4 - 1

I'm seriously wondering how I'm gonna start work now.

But still... (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

I Believe!

2009-03-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

Whee! Have been listening to inspirational songs while doing EE like Fantasia's I Believe else I won't have any inspiration to do my EE any longer. Yay I finished all my data presentation (I hope) already.

Currently my EE looks like a Mathematics (Statistics) EE, a Economics EE (preferences and tastes) and Business EE, no where near a Geography EE. Oh wells. JASON QUAH! YOU CAN DO IT! (: [another sleepless night for me]

Hmm!

2009-03-12T11:41:00.000-07:00

I really can't think of good titles to write. Hmm, maybe I shall just remove them. Anyways, I never knew academic stress could be so stressful! Maybe it's because of my procrastination and stuff, but here I am up at 2:45 a.m. in the morning rushing out my EE. I'm barely done and I need to hand it in tomorrow so I'm really quite dead >.> I need to improve my bs-ing skills! I took 2+hours to write an introduction and up till now I still don't think it's nicely written. (Think of all the analysis I still need to do).

I have no idea what I'm doing blogging right now, but I guess if I don't blog my mind would explode. I haven't had so much information passing through my head since..... never. But still, I will still aim to smile more and emo less this holidays! ~~But I really want to see your face again xD.~~

Lalalalalala! I can't wait to go running again tomorrow (once I finish my EE) because I haven't ran in a week!!!! And whenever I don't exercise I feel quite sickly. Cause I know if I go running/exercising, I'll sleep too early and can't finish my homework. Whee. I like running. Cause it releases all the held-up energy/thoughts/other stuff in you. (: Ooh, it's 3 now. Back to work!

(:

2009-03-10T11:26:00.000-07:00

I haven't sworn in ages so I feel quite guilty now. I'm glad that I have another blog to express all my thoughts! (: So I'm quite happy now, and not emo anymore!

I need to find a place where I can just shout out sososo loud. Why wasn't Singapore more rural so that I can shout off all my energy! If someone knows of such a place where I can just shout out super duper loud, please tell me!

...

2009-03-10T09:13:00.000-07:00

I just can't give a damn anymore. But I still need to.

A change is gonna come.

2009-03-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

A Change Is Gonna Come - Sam Cooke

I was born by the river in a little tent

And just like the river, I've been running ever since

It's been a long time coming

But I know a change is gonna come

It's been too hard living, but I'm afraid to die

I don't know what's up there beyond the sky

It's been a long time coming

But I know a change is gonna come

I go to the movie, and I go downtown

Somebody keep telling me "Don't hang around"

It's been a long time coming

But I know a change is gonna come

Then I go to my brother and I say, "Brother, help me please"

But he winds up knocking me back down on my knees

There've been times that I've thought I couldn't last for long

But now I think I'm able to carry on

It's been a long time coming

But I know a change is gonna come

Yes. A change is gonna come. (:

Random thoughts 2

2009-03-02T09:00:00.000-08:00

Be forewarned: The following blog post is going to be almost totally incoherent. Any loss of brain cells in attempting to understand the full blog post or parts thereof will not be compensated in any manner by the author of this blog. (: In other words, I'm just bored and I feel like spewing random thoughts onto this blogpost! =P

I LOVE FRUITS! Okay, not really, but it's a great alternative to chips! (Of course no physical food can match to the powers of eating nuts and cheese, not together though) Hmm, wait a minute, nuts & cheese sounds like a great idea! Maybe I'll try that sometime this week! But back to the point, mutated oranges are seriously the best fruit in my fridge (for now). On the outside, the orange looks perfectly ordinary, but when tearing open it's skin you can see how wonderful the orange world is! How cool is it to have a small orange hidden within the big orange! And the orange slices is like rojak inside the peel. There's super skinny thin-wafer-shape slices, there's super thick thick-wafer-shape slices, and there's the normal slices too! (: Most of all, the orange is super duper sweet! All of this makes the orange-eating experience fantabulous!

Yay! Monday is glutton day! (: I ate Nasi Ayam Goreng, drank iced milos & coffees, ate lemon chicken rice today! Seriously, if you haven't tried the roasted chicken/lemon chicken rice at Coronation Arcade, go try!!! I think it's the best chicken rice I have ever eaten, cause the chilli is just fantastic (I can eat at least 2-3 packets of chilli with one plate of rice). It's a Chicken Rice Stall that I have patronised for over 5 years now! Arhhh, reminiscing the times in Primary School where that Chicken Rice Stall was a once-a-week treat for me. I miss Primary School! And Secondary school too! I miss a lot of other things too! =P

Haha it's time for the emo section of the blogpost! o_O Absence indeed makes the heart grow fonder. That one sparrow keep flying by, and I keep trying to prevent it from nesting to no avail. A metre away, I see that sparrow happily chirping away. Yet, from afar off, my mind wanders; but my eyes stares at that same sparrow. But alas, another sparrow flies by... I still wonder if I should climb up that tree. Okay, actually it's not really emo. It's just a thought that I have been having in my mind for quite some time. At the very least, I know that His eye is on the sparrow, and He watches over you! (:

Next item coming up: I fell asleep on my bed when typing out this post yesterday. And because I don't feel so randomy thoughty now, that's all folks! (:

hello world!

2009-03-01T06:09:00.000-08:00

yay! I'm smiling more nowadays! (: (:

Anyways, the past week has been quite a fun (and highly unproductive) week. Sooooo...... Now I don't think I need to sleep today o_O Hmm, TOK OP, Chem IA 14, revise a little bit for chem test due tmrw! When I wrote down all the homework I have due anywhere during this term, I found out that I have at least 13 pieces of homework to do! Jason Quah! you better wake up your idea or you are so dead. >.>

But still, I'm quite pleased with myself too. I actually packed my cupboard and filed all my stuff (including all my filing all my year 5 stuff and throwing like bags and bags of books/worksheets of year 4 and below + chinese stuff!) It was just a spur of the moment thing cause I decided my cupboard was too messy. I started out packing up at 11 p.m. on Friday and ended at 3 a.m. on Saturday. It might have seemed quite long, but that was how bad my cupboard was. Maybe I just didn't want to do work that's why =P.

I should have taken my cupboard before, but here is my cupboard after! Top level most of my bags and songbooks, 2nd level all my books and files for this year, bottom level church stuff and year 5 stuff and miscellaneous stuff.

Quite neat right? Haha at least for me. You should have seen it before, it was paper, books and everything thrown all over inside. Hmm, I hope the renovation/NEWater installation/whatever is happening to the jogging track would finish soon! I miss running on the track haha!

Notes to self: Need to watch spending if not that electric guitar (still thinking which one!) will never come. Oh and try to eat salad or healthier stuff o_O when going out instead of all those fatty stuff >.>

Random thoughts

2009-02-20T05:47:00.000-08:00

Busy as a bee ! But somehow amidst all the complaining and ranting to people, I have an inner sense of joy, of happiness, of contentment. Yep! You didn't read that wrongly! Though stress, EE, IAs, TOK, etc. are all around me, upon reflection and contemplation, I guess there'e nothing much to be sad or anxious about! ~~(Maybe that's because I have finally gotten over you)~~ Though I must admit that I have regretted doing or not daring to do stuff over the past 2 years, I don't have any sense of remorse (at least for now).

It is during these times of busy-ness that I can rationalise things out and think more about God too! (: He is ultimately the one who gives me comfort and peace. So guys, don't worry, be happy! But that's that. There is a time for everything! I seriously need to improve my concentration. I realise that I can't do work for more than an hour; I'll start day-dreaming or actually dreaming. But it's okay Jason! Just one more year of chionging!

Mugging? Singaporean culture? Probably. Sigh, I should start becoming more Singaporean. (: (Okay I realise this post is relatively incoherent with all my thoughts jumbled up into one post but who cares...)

But on a side note: Smile more every1!!! (: Don't be too zombie-fied!

Note to self: smile more myself! =P

Hmm...

2009-01-13T08:17:00.000-08:00

Sigh, I started the New Year on a high note. But that was just one high note. For some weird reason, I have been feeling quite sad and emo the past week or so and it culminated in me getting sick. I don't believe only a week+ of school has passed! It seemed like eternity to me, for more reasons than just school work.

Oh wells. At least I'm feeling a bit better now. Just that I miss the holidays a lot. a lot a lot. Sighhhh. Oh and I'm loving Save me from myself by Christina Aguilera now. (: Its awesome stuff.

(:

2009-01-01T08:02:00.001-08:00

Okay... Now that I'm out of my emo state, I'm quite happy now.

2009 started with a blast! Missing the Countdown at jQ's house by a minute but staying there till 4 a.m. was quite fun! Balloon fights, Board Games, Card Games and just chit-chatting was really fun! Then there was Leader's Retreat just now which was a good reminder of why we are here on earth. xD As such, my New Year Resolutions:

Pray more, Read Bible more, Grow more.
Exercise and lose weight (a resolution which I have failed in since forever)
Not be a last minute work doer (Like how I'm gonna do TOK essay after this. Sigh, bad start in this aspect already)
Be more punctual (:

I think that's all! School tmr! OR later i mean!

2008-12-29T23:56:00.000-08:00

Sometimes when I'm at my highest point.

I just crash down. Sigh.

3rd post today! Some quiz thing!

2008-12-07T10:42:00.000-08:00

Jason,

Your personality is Phlegmatic Sanguine
Melancholy Strength:2 Weakness:6
20%

Phlegmatic Strength:8 Weakness:6
35%

Sanguine Strength:7 Weakness:5
30%

Choleric Strength:3 Weakness:2
13%

Hmm I read Phlegmatic and it is really really true! (: Sanguine is half true. Haha oh wells.

17 years! Part 2

2008-12-07T09:52:00.000-08:00

Okay actually this isn't really a part 2 cause the last post was about the Vietnam Trip. Whee! CPYF Camp laterlater! Can't wait! (:

So 17 years of my life. The past year has one which had many ups and downs.

CONCERNING SCHOOL LIFE: Leaving GEP was really quite sad actually, but I kinda got used to it. I still remember my OG as being as fantastic as ever, OG 6 was really fun! But moving on to 5.1 was an interesting experience and I really liked the atmosphere there as every1 was really nice and cosy! So when I decided to change class to 5.17 I was actually quite sad. But after a while, I found 5.17 to be a very bubbly class and it was really fun there! WOW was another eye-opening experience for me. (: Though I almost didn't have any lessons with most of my class, it was interesting. Sad to say I wished I had been a bit closer with my class still. So yar! Thanks every1 for making the school year so fun!

COCERNING SPIRITUAL LIFE: All I can say is that my Spiritual Life really went to a slump. My one and only birthday wish this year is to grow in the LORD, reading His Word more and serving more actively. I mean I basically stopped serving with my Heart in anything. So I hope this coming year I would be able to correct this. Hope I would be able to go FEBC night classes again! (:

Anyways, I can't really be bothered writing about other aspects about my life cause it really is quite boring. Oh wells. :/ So I'll end my blog post with my favourite verse and Christian song for it really is God that my life should revolve around this year. Its really a new verse as my life verse as my life verse used to be Isaiah 40:31. So here:

"But he knoweth the way that I take: when he hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold." Job 23:10

My Tribute

How can I say thanks for the things

You have done for me?

Things so undeserved,

Yet You gave to prove Your love for me;

The voices of a million angels could not

Express my gratitude,

All that I am and ever hope to be -

I owe it all to Thee.

To God be the glory, to God be the glory

To God be the glory, for the things He has done!

With his blood He has saved me,

With His power He has raised me -

To God be the glory for the things He has done.

Just let me live my life -

Let it be pleasing, Lord, to Thee,

And should I gain any praise,

Let it go to Calvary...

With His blood He has saved me,

With His power He has raised me -

To God be the glory for the things He has done.

17 years

2008-12-07T09:10:00.000-08:00

Oh wells, finally stop my blogging hiatus! This will be a long long post (I think)

Anyways, RECAP of the past weeks! before I write out my thoughts on my bday.
VIETNAM OCIP! Seriously one of the best CIP trips (not that I've been to many) I have ever had. I mean it was really really really meaningful and fun! (: And I'm missing every single one of the people (including the children) on the trip. Thanks every1 for making the trip extremely meaningful, sigh. If only the trip was a little bit longer.

Day 1: Arriving in Vietnam and going to Sozo Cafe. Snugged in a cosy corner in some street near our hotel, it had a very warm atmosphere! (: I mean it was all yellow and bright that it was like a topaz in the midst of dusty streets o_O (topaz is yellow, right?) Anyways, it was interesting that the staff hired there were all disabled in some way, and there was this new batch of staff that was hearing-impaired. Hoped we helped the cafe by buying some stuff there! After a while I found out that it was actually this cafe for Vietnamese to hone their English skills by carrying out basic English conversations. It was an eye-opening experience for me seeing these people being so earnest trying to touch up on their English. It was a nice place. (:

Day 2 to 3: Going to Little Rose Shelter! It was really fun playing with the children at Little Rose Shelter, going out to Bin Quoi Resort and having Christmas Decorations there. I heard from the manager there that this was really almost a once in a lifetime experience for some of the kids there. It was really sad to see some of the kids so earnestly trying to tell you something but you can only go like "Huh?" then ask a facilitator to come translate but by that time the kid would say nvm or something.

One experience jolted me out of my senses though. During the outing, my group was really high and everything, camwhoring whenever they had the chance to and one time, they got a boat and all of them fell into the water. Me and Xian Pin quickly pulled them out and they said they were fearful that they might have died there and then. That was really really scary. But at this point, I'm actually ashamed that for a moment I was thinking: "Oh no! I'm gonna get into serious trouble for this!" rather than placing more importance on the safety and health of the girls. I hope they feel better now. Anyways, after all these experiences, we formed really close bonds and saying "Tam Biet! Han Gap Lai!" was really the hardest thing to say as I think both the girls and I know that we most likely would not go back again and that's really really sad.

I think the thing which stuck in my mind the most was when Tri shared that after leaving this little Rose Shelter, many of them would be unable to continue school. Though they go to school at just S$2 a month for Primary School up to S$10 a month for High School really made me think whether I was taking going to school for granted. I mean many of us would just want to quit school and go enjoy life but these children there really enjoy and make full use of every bit of school life and that is really admirable! I'll keep this in my heart and one day, I hope I can go back to sponser some children's education and make their life at least a little more successful, getting out of the poverty cycle.

Day 4: R&R Day! Okay I won't really talk much about this day as it was basically

Going War Museum
Seeing City Hall/some cathedral place
Shopping
Going Vi's Houses!
More shopping
Back to Hotel

Day 5-8: Going to Thien Phuoc Disability Centre and Mai Hoa HIV/AIDS Home (for only the first day)

At Mai Hoa, we were actually supposed to play with the adults simple games. However, this got cancelled and we changed to doing weeding. Hmm, I still think weeding actually wasn't useful though we were sort of reprimanded for complaining on the job. My thoughts remain the same: if it is not productive at all, we should not continue doing it. I mean what we (6 people) did in 2 hours (which was not a clean job) could be done by 1 person in 5 minutes. And that is really unproductive as these 2 hours could be spent at Thien Phuoc instead, helping out with chores that we could actually do relatively faster. Actually, I have a lot to say about this incident, but I'll put it behind me.

Thien Phuoc was really a once in a lifetime experience for me. Helping out at the Home and playing with the children there was really meaningful. The children there are really cute in some sense. Though some of them might be quite naughty (quite or naughty itself is actually an understatement for some of them), but helping these children with chores such as feeding, washing their play balls things, washing the pools and playing with them were seriously meaningful. Seeing these intellectually disabled children in their state would let anyone observing shed that silent tear. Yet, I had so much fun helping out in the home as this was one of the times the joy of serving society came out though I didn't know why.

So that is basically the entire Vietnam Trip! Thanks to everyone: Tri, Huy, Hoang Huy, Vi, Khanh, Tung, Minh, Dat and all the other Vietnamese facilitators, Job, Kittipat, Kang Ping, Xian Pin, Yvonne, Jing Shan, Peng, Beng How, Edward, Andhi, Hoi Meng for making the trip so meaningful! I really miss all you guys!

Anyways, that's all for the Vietnam Trip!

It Ends Tonight

2008-10-16T09:35:00.000-07:00

Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.

How does the world see you? Blind - Default (Lol?)

Will I have a happy life? The Beach Boys - Surfer Girl (Yeah! Beach Boys. Haha must lose weight first XD)

What do my friends really think of me? All my Life - Shayne Ward (I don't geddit)

What do people secretly think of me? Keep Giving your love to me - Beyonce (Okayyyyyy....)

How can I be happy? I wanna be Like You/The Monkey Song - Disney (Whee! Be a Monkey! Awesome!)

What should I do with my life? I Stand Alone - Godsmack (Lol loner for now)

Will I ever have children? Love Me - Eminem (Haha. Cool.)

What is some good advice for me? Wait for You - Elliot Yamin (Awwww... I feel that I'm too nice (: )

How will I be remembered? Show Must Go On - Moulin Rouge (Hahaha means I leave some legacy or something? Or that I won't get remembered >.>)

What is my signature dancing song? Hey There Delilah - Plain White Ts (No comment)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is? Old Days - Chicago (Haha too old alr me)

What song will play at my funeral? Sucka for Love - Danity Kane (o_O O_o Wat? o_O O_o)

What type of men/women do you like? How many Times, How many Lies - PCD (o_O)

What does next year have in store for you? Makes me Wanna Pray - Christina Aguilera (Does this mean its gonna be some crazy year? ): or Spiritual Life becomes better (: )

What does your love life look like next year? Piao Ze - Stephanie Sun (Floating. No idea what that means)

What do you say when life gets hard? The Way I are - Timbaland

What do you think when you get up in the morning? Final Goodbye - Rihanna (hmm? Goodbye in the morning?)

Song that reminds you of your first kiss? If Love is a Red - Mria McKee (I don't geddit)

Your favourite saying? One and Only - Mariah Carey (Okayyyyy...)

Most Missed Memory? Fabulous - HSM 2 (Woohoo! Oh wait, when was I Fabulous?)

What song describes your best friend? The Rain - Akon (Lol we emo together xD)

What song describes your ex? All-American Girl - Carrie Underwood

What song describes yourself? Great Spirits - Tina Turner (Wheeeeeeeeee!)

Where will you be in 10 years? I disappear - Metallica (Wah. So sad arh. )

Your love life right now? Spancil Hill - the Corrs (Huhhhhh?)

What is your state of mind like at the moment? Eyes Wide Open - Ashlee Simpson (True. Still huhhh?)

The song you’ll put as the subject? It Ends Tonight - All American Rejects

Lalala

2008-10-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

Braces tmrw! (Or later however you see it)
Or at least I think I'm putting braces tmr, maybe got extraction or something I'm not really sure. Wheeeee the past one and a half week were so slack! (: Haha at least now my burn is peeling and therefore that signifies that I should go exercise again. Like running. Haha I haven't ran in 3 days and feel super unfit. Oh wells. I'll run at night. Bahhhh I must try to get a B next year for running. WHEE! GOALS BY END OF HOLS:

Learn a new Language (which has always failed) such as RUSSIAN or Spanish
LEARN TENNIS!!! I must seriously get a coach and start learning (then can get Action hours also, though i don't really need it)
Practice guitar like siao and be a demi pro. ok maybe a semi demi pro. or whatever.
Practice piano like siao so I can take Grade 8 next March.
Do finish EE and TOK
Do 6 chin ups to get C
Do sub 11 for running 2.4!
Standing Broad DDDDDDDDDDDD (will be first time i passed standing broad if I actually achieve this) so no need NS early!
HAVE FUN! (: Like slack around loads

Bleh. Exam results on Friday. I hope I get 36 or else I might be grounded or something. Sian. Oh wells.

Graah

2008-09-15T09:41:00.000-07:00

Maybe I shouldn't have come IB in the first place. English A1 is just so frustrating. I mean I only can write when I have inspiration and I'm in the mood (which is almost never). Even when I'm in the mood, I'll still produce mediocre essays (so what will happen when I have no mood) >.> I like reading, but I don't like writing at all. If I can just get my English essay over and done with, I would be able to concentrate so so much more on my studies. I just spend way way way too much time on one stupid English essay, and it gets irritating cause I always get distracted when trying to structure and write and essay (like now).

On the other hand, I love Mark and Spencers. Actually I had quite a long post about Mark and Spencers Digestive Biscuits and Flatbreads and how I got ripped off (like real bad) at Cocoa Trees for buying some Dark Chocolate which was just okay (the taste was not bad, texture okay, but bad aftertaste) because I was inspired after watching some chocolate program. But apparently, I could not type love as in the heart <3> without the close bracket then everything after that got deleted... sigh... Back to doing the English essay

Woohoo Jason band (:

2008-09-14T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hmm, some interesting thing i found on Sam chan's blog.

Your Debut Album

1 - Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random. The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to Random Quotations:http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3. The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

If you want to do this again, you’ll hit refresh to generate new quotes, because clicking the quotes link again will just give you the same quotes over and over again.

3 - Go to flickr’s “Explore The Last Seven Days”http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/. Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

Put it all together, that’s your debut album.

So here is how it would look like! Haha looks like some The Wilds CD (:

Hmm, I should start studying now (:

(:

2008-09-13T08:30:00.001-07:00

Oh wells, studying has been grossly unproductive. So I know what now! I shall delete Maple from my computer, and ban myself from youtube. (: That'll do it for now at least. 2 more weeks of hard piah-ing from now on.

FIFTEEN DAYS TO EXAMS!!!!

2008-09-10T05:48:00.001-07:00

Okay, now its seriously time to be less slack! And more on! (: Bahhh, today I was sick and was sleeping through the whole day, such a waste of time! So this shall be my last day of slacking, and I shall start mugging! (: FIFTEEN DAYS TO EXAMS!!! FIFTY FIVE DAYS TO CHINESE B IB EXAMS! AND THIRTY SIX/FOURTY FOUR DAYS TO BRACES o_O Hmm, my jaw is misaligned so I need to put braces before doing a mouth operation (gasp) at the end of next year so my biting problem won't worsen. Let's seeeeee... My schedule this week.

Thursday - Rush finish English Essay/Chem worksheets

Friday - TOK Presentation

Saturday - Finish Geography

Sunday - REST! (:

Then next week would be one subject a day (with the extras for Economics/English) AND I'm DONE! (: Hahaha oh wells.

Oh... And the Stock Challenge thing is a goner... (though its quite fun to take risks and then hope the stock rises). I just short sold some shares in the morning, then I fell asleep in the afternoon and didn't sell the shares at the right time, then lost some money or something. I wonder how people quadraple their value in just 3 days.

okay

2008-09-03T11:23:00.000-07:00

okay i've realised i've been watching TV/playing comp too much in this holidays! Like slack in the living room whenever i'm at home. Seriously. So, I shall stop slacking so much! YES JASON YOU CAN DO IT!!! (: Go mugmug! Haha oh wells, mugging is just not in my genes. Oh wells. Lotsa things happened recently but too lazy to blog... so cya!

Sleep (:

2008-08-29T09:43:00.000-07:00

Today was an awesome day! (:
After coming back home at around 4, I went to my bed and decided to take a nap. Then I slept and slept and woke up at 630 to eat ike 2 spoons of char quay teow before going to sleep. And here I am, waking up at 12 to blog. But that felt so good, haven't slept for so long in such a long time (: Hmm, supposed to be in church now for stayover thing. But I guess I need to finish Aloy lim's overdue homework first...

Slack :( or (: ?

2008-08-28T10:13:00.000-07:00

Guitar Orchestra FOA over long time ago... IOP just over yesterday... Barely had any lessons today/going to have any lessons tomorrow... Church Retreat over Friday/Saturday... Yes all these are so going to help me and motivate me to study for Promos. Actually I think it was IOP and Chinese Oral which did it all. After finishing both Chinese Oral and IOP, I literally ripped my scripts into shreds. It was so stress-relieving! (: I can't imagine howhow happy I will be after final years. Oh wait, after IB exams. That would be the bomb. Like bomb/set fire to all my notes. (: Haha maybe I have violent tendencies within me, just that I don't express it. Like how I want to punch someone/something almost everyday just that I don't do so. RAWR! Haha.

On the other hand, today was so irritating! I mean I went out just to go buy creme de menthe liqueur and white creme de cacao, but after searching high and low for almost 2 hours (going from Fairprice Finest to KAP Cold Storage to Jelita Cold Storage to Sunset Way Cold Storage) I couldn't find white creme de cacao for my Grasshopper Tart!!! Rather than just buying chocolates off the shelf, I wanted to bake something interesting (How cool is Minty Chocolaty Gelato-ey Icy coldy Tarts!) But it was an epic failure. So for the first time in years (I think), I have no presents for Teacher's Day... Hmm, if I can go some bakery shop during the Weekend, I might consider to bake! But its so frustrating currently. Oh wells.

GOGO JASON! JIA YOU DURING HOLIDAYS! STOP WATCHING TV/PLAYING COMP! Haha I just got addicted to Viwawa Chinese Chess. (: Haha maybe for that occasional Maple when I feel like seriously killing things. o_O As in cute furry monsters. Wait no, that doesn't sound right. But its quite weird that Maple attracts people cause its cute, but in the process you kill these cute poor thingys. Or maybe I should just go running more often! (: Bleh, I should have gone for Nike 10K Run/Jog/super slow walking with people. Then get a new nice Nike Bottle. And the T shirt. and other stuff. Lalalalal oh wells. CYA!

contemplating...

2008-08-16T09:51:00.000-07:00

Had a heated argument with my bro just now. Over I don't really know what exactly actually. But oh wells, alls well. Sorry jon for seeing us argue until like that. Okay it wasn't really an argument but a very heated discussion. Apparently, my bro didn't think Tao Li did her best in the Olympics, with the evidence of her giving "I'm tired" as a reason for not getting a medal. On my side, I believed that Tao Li did her best and the "I'm tired" is fully justified. Then it diverted into an argument whether mental strength is the most important thing in winning a medal in the olympics.

So at first, I think I just said that Tao Li just fell short in physical strength as the reason she lost. But my bro said she made it to the finals and it was purely mental strength which actually let the medallist win their positions giving quotes from other Olympic medallists and personal experience in Rugby as backing. Then, I was questioning whether doing your best mentally = your personal best time. It went on to whether Singapore athletes are more materialistic or have more national pride, among other sub arguments. Then it continued on and on without end. After a while, I just got too bored of discussing anymore. So I watched my TV.

Then I thought about it: though I didn't want to give way, on what basis did i not do so. SO! Things to improve on:

Argumentative skills (both in real life and in essays) -- Maybe that's why my English is so so bad. Should learn to structure proper arguments and points in real life too rather than just in essays. Normally, I just feel to sian to think on proper arguments.
General Knowledge: My bro could just quote examples from here and there in his argument while most of my examples are just.. "I think" "maybe" and only sometimes the "this actually happened"
Sports (: Must take up a sport soon! Get Action hours too! XD

On another note, Guitar FOA was the bomb! (: Debbie's sister took videos of almost the whole concert. Wonder how she had the endurance to hold up the camera for so long rather than just enjoy the music. I certainly will never take a video during a concert, unless its the tripod leave-there-and-watch-the-concert type of thing. And TONY PAUL is awesome! Can't stop listening to the snippet of YYZ she uploaded! Totally love that song! super duper cool. My phone's sound quality is too lousy to hear properly. At least on the comp can hear the bass better. Though it has hardly any tune, the front part is sooooo catchy. And Alvin is seriously crazeeeee! Makes me want to learn the drums! And the Electric! (if i can actually afford any of those) Oh wells, just wasted the entire night after church watching these videos and the Olympics. Haha dyee and pei yi and bingei and kevin and zhan feng and everything are super awesome too! (:

Anyway, I seriously hope that Singapore can win GOLD in the Table Tennis Finals tomorrow!!! I'll be super duper happy! (: Maybe got national holiday! But seriously, watching the semi-finals in school gave everyone that patriotic feeling... Watching Feng Tian Wei going for that last win even in the replay (cause I had to go to change 2 sets into the match) was so exhilerating. Oh wells, its seriously late already! GOOD NIGHT BLOG! (:

guitar

2008-08-15T10:38:00.000-07:00

guitar FOA was the <3 (:
Other than something, it was seriously the most fun and awesome FOA/concert I have ever had. It was so informal yet formal in a way. I still remember how I will be super duper nervous whenever I go on stage for band concerts/performances/competitions. But this time I just told myself that I had to have fun (: Lots and lots of fun. xD Though I might seem like a retard swaying / dancing / singing to every piece of music, but who cares? I was having fun. awesome fun. Even concerto 2nd movement was interesting with all the adrenalin. Wonder how some people actually say they can sleep when playing for concert. Oh wells...
sometimes, I wonder... Who my friends are... So what if i don't have many close friends. I should just be contented. Yes that's what I shall do. (:

thanks (:

2008-08-05T10:40:00.000-07:00

its amazing how some small gesture just brightens up your day! I think its one of the first time it happened to me, though i've done it countless times... So yes. Thanks (:
Hm, its interesting how my posts are getting shorter and shorter, but I like short posts (: just need to clear thoughts off my head sometimes. though i prefer reading long blog posts, but that's not the point...

(:

2008-07-22T09:46:00.000-07:00

I should start being less emo (:
I just realised all my past posts are all emo nonsensey-stufff... SOOOOO I'm quite high again! (:
Yay! Rawrawr! Hmm, other than that, its time to rush TOK essay, geog hw, chinese hw, etcetc. ):

hmm.

2008-07-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

I dunno what I have been doing, but I seriously feel very tired.
Tired physically, mentally, everythingly.
But I must persevere on. At least try to? Can I?

Go quick!

2008-07-18T12:37:00.000-07:00

How I wish I could run away, run away from the cares of the world, run away from everything, and just dwell with the LORD, singing praises, shouting hosanna. To disappear from this earth suddenly, happily, wouldn't that be nice? Sounds good. But when I just thought I would one day be able to do that, the earth pulls be back and snaps me into reality. But even if we go through this reality, can't we change this reality? I thought I could, but I failed. ): Sighh...

a note about school.

2008-07-13T09:28:00.000-07:00

Hmm, I don't know why, but school seems less and less appealing to me.
Its like for some weird reason I realise that I'm in the middle of year 5 slacking too much in almost every single aspect. Reality just hasn't impacted me yet, I think. For the same weird reason, now I feel quite lonely in class, being just another face. But that's good, ain't it? I dunno. Something just feels missing now.

But at least God is still with me (: I'm so happy to see Ruth and Ivan in school more often nowadays. It just reminds me more about why I'm in school and stuff. Oh and so many people are back in Singapore for the holidays! (though Nev just left) So, let me now try to peer into the future with optimism.

On another note, I can't be bothered about my results anymore. What's done is done, whatever happen's now is more important! Now its time to finsh all my future work! JIA YOU JASON! (: (to ego boost a bit xD)

For when I am tried and purified,
I shall come forth as gold.

W(OW/SC)

2008-06-04T03:16:00.000-07:00

WOW was fun! (except for lit camp performance where i suddenlly got nervous and screwed up for the guitar part for Stand By Me/When You Say Nothing at All). I seriously need to get rid of this stage fright problem. Whether it be during some speech thingy or some Band Performance to some guitar thing, I always stumble: Making mistakes I have never made before. Even sight-resding the pieces sometimes sounded better as compared to when I'm on stage. Oh wells... I shall never volunteer to play guitar again (unless I get super duper pro and stuff - which i will never achieve in my lifetime i think)

But WOW :D WOW WAS AWESOME! Haha staying up late till 1-2-3 a.m. into the night every night playing bridge and suan-ing ppl xD Lolol Basil so ke lian, whole day every1 suan him haha. We actually brought like 17 packs of cards there la! So crazy... But our classes' card spirit is not as high as our cam-whoring spirit o_O Haha we had 20 +++ cameras and Facebook is filled of some photos. I'm seriously too lazy to upload my photos onto Facebook or Photobucket or something. With all this, + all the CIP work which was quite interesting (especially getting super duper dirty planting trees and making check-dams [unlike the other groups] xD), WOW was awesome! I can't be bothered to post a day-by-day recount on WOW. I just remembered still must do the weird Diary thingy. OH wells.

World Scholar's Cup in Korea. All I got was a 5th place in Debating, which was totally unexpected with one loss and one win. But oh wells, that's what comes out of almost no studying at all because of WOW. But of course shopping was quite good, with everything being so expensive there. The minimum price for a meal is 10$ +++. Even Starbucks there is like 8 bucks for the smallest cup. OH WELLS. But Korea was still quite fun, but just that there was not enough time! Like only got 2 days to shop and stuff (And I forgot my Krispy Kreme). I shall think of the calories in Krispy Kreme to make me feel less sad >.> That's all! And I need to start doing IOP/EDB Essay/EE Topics/Practising Guitar Pieces/Mid-years studying. RAWR!

2008-05-17T23:23:00.000-07:00

No news is good news!
At least for now.
Hmm, if I am able to get through until 2nd June, I should be able to get through anything in an academic sense. Maths Portfolio!!! I have no idea whether I will be able to do question 5/6 when I'm only at question 3 now. And I think I'm not productive when doing math portfolio, because its soooooo long and I'm too easily distracted by Youtube and sleeping. :D
IOP Essay! Oh man, I have no idea if I can even get it out by Wednesday, cause I haven't even read finish East, West and Math Portfolio is due Tuesday. So 1 day to do IOP essay unless I finish Math Portfolio first.
EDB Essay! Some random thing I volunteered to do. And World Scholar's Cup! Can die I tell you! I haven't even started studying. Shall start during WOW?
Can't wait for WOW man! Woohoo! 1 week of slacking! So fun! (Unless I bring WSC stuff over then quite sian)

Oh wells, other than that my life has been quite eventful recently, but dunno whether that is good or bad. Blogging now so I can slack off math portfolio for a while at least. Okie doks! Time to do Math Portfolio! :(

rawr

2008-05-05T03:13:00.000-07:00

hmm, I've never felt this alone before.
Making me seem like its me against the world.
Dragging me into that dark abyss,
when I'm already halfway there.

I hope this week goes on fine. I hope.

emomo elmo

2008-04-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

Blehhhh, its just so irritating! I mean the subjects I'm stressed about now are my SL subjects (other than chinese). Chemistry and English A1 are so irritating! Chemistry is the subject I think I would start mugging the most in IB, while I just can't get English A1. And the textbooks for chemistry aren't helping at all, its like almost useless laa. Like the yellow book is all questions and basics? (not for me though), and the blue book is like so brief... I thought I could get rid of science in JC, but it just doesn't happen.

But oh wells, must ren! persevere! Actually I have no idea why I am thinking of blogging when I have like chem worksheets / practical / study to do. + English IOP + study for testestests. On a random note, I seriously need to find someone to emo to, or something. Like I'm getting super duper paranoid for some weird weird reason nowadays. I mean seriously anything and everything scares me. Okay, not everything, but like things I never was afraid of suddenly just came along. Blehhhh!

I shall continue my chem now.

2008-04-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

I guess confidence can't be gained overnight...

But oh wells, I'm happy with what I am now. ~~Or maybe not.~~
Anyways, today has been a quite okay day.
And since like so many ppl was baking, I decided to bake yesterday too!
Home-made Brownies! :D
But of course to prevent food poisoning, I decided not to not sell it o_O

Hmm, I don't even believe I'm almost halfway through Term 2 already. it seems so fast and I don't even realize it. Maybe I've been slacking too much and sleeping too much to notice anything. The world has changed and I've only realised it now. But I guess time just flies and soon it'll be the end of Term 3. Oh wait, there's WOW and WSC and hopefully Church Camp and Japan Guitar Camp first. >.>

But I realised I've been too slack this year! Haha what's up with sleeping earlier than 12 almost everyday, and like waking up at 645 just to be in time for school? But that's my life, and I love it! Just being myself and slacking. I liked being busy, but after being un-busy for quite some time, I changed to like this slack culture. Anyway, I still have an overdue Chem assignment on Dative bonds to do. oh and that chem w/s thingy which I doubt I will start doing today. oh and that mock IOP and that Econs IA. I hope that's all! I feel super weird without anyone being in all the same class as me, then I cannot bug that person of what homework to do.

I just realised its 11:30 now, and I hardly started my chem. One of those few days in which I stay past 12 midnight. I like Geog and Econs now, they're my 2 favourite subbies! There's like almost no homework and its quite interesting. ~~Except for me sleeping in Econs class sometimes.~~ And Maths is just plain sad. and boring. and ununderstandable. and long. and I dunno wat. I think I shall seriously start on Chem now. soon.

Change

2008-04-07T13:19:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I need to change quickly. Almost immediately, if possible.

So I decided to blog again after like 2 months :D Reflection is quite an interesting thing to do actually. But recently, I had no time to reflect, to think and to change. And finally when I started thinking again, I feel super weird and super out-of-place. I'm neither here nor there, and am just a small floating thing in the middle of nowhere. (Small as in figuratively xD)

Let's see how the year continues. How I wish we were GEP once again, doing stupid things and crazy stuff. :D Oh wells. But I must still say I'm quite happy, but just not satisfied. Hmm, random nonsense post done!

New Blog!

2008-02-04T08:09:00.000-08:00

Actually I didn't want to start another blog due to various reasons, but due to the fact that I need to just express my thoughts out somewhere quickly I started this blog again. Hmm, all I can say is that I am super tired now, more tired than ever... I think I have never felt this tired, emotionally, mentally. Academically, literature is seriously getting stressful! The LMS system just made 2 more pieces of assignments from no where. I have lost much of my literature skills (if I even had any in the first place). I can't even understand half of what The Victims are saying.

But other than that, fatigue even in talking, in doing stuff. Mental blocks almost as consistent as tickertape timers o_O Though I feel an influx of emotions more than often nowadays, I am just too exhausted to do anything. Maybe I'll just fade off into the background this year...